In the moment

Bombay Bicycle Club - Lights Out, Words Gone

It was as if she was incapable of enjoying pleasurable experiencing as they were happening?


She could only enjoy things as an anticipation or as memory.

Being tempted when crocery shopping and coming home with stuff you don't feel like eating?



Finding the books everybody talks very highly about only to not read the last chapters or read them at all.




Making long nights and early morning at school for the feeling of satisfaction you'll have afterwards


Going to a festival you've been looking forward to and not really enjoying yourself.
When you get home and find a piece of confetti in your clothes, all you think of it is being one of the most marvellous night you've had.



I just finished watching the film'My last 5 girlfriends' and it was okay.
One of the girlfriends seems to not be capable of enjoying herself when things are actually happening.

I though that sounded weird only to realise i do the same thing sometimes.
Within the moment you just have to enjoy everything about it because that exact moment will never happen again.

When I was 14 I thought people in their twenties were old

Now that I'm in my twenties, people in their thirties are old.
This will change.

Florence + The Machine - Shake It Out


Last week i was the adult at home while my parents were on holiday.
Only problem was i didn't even have the guts make the rules clear to my brother.
That resulted in him spending all of our grocery money and the house being a mess.

Being an "adult" when you don't feel like one is one long awkward trip.
Oh and my lost year isn't making it any easier either!



it's amazing how many other like minded people there are on tumblr.
Images from fuck! i'm in my twenties

Florence + The Machine's new album 'Ceremonials' is out end this month.
Tonight you'll be able to watch Florence's last European show live as it stream from the website around 9.15 UK time.

Too bad i'll have to miss it because i have to be an adult and go to work...

Something i planned to watch

six months ago i made this list of 50 films i wanted to see this year.
I've have a long way to go because i've only seen:

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From Prada to Nada
Hanna
Your Highness
Arthur
I Am Number Four
Diary of a Wimpy Kid
The King's Speech
Beastly

I loved Hanna and I Am Number Four. The rest was okay.
Your Highness was terrible. Even with Franco, Deschanel and Portman in it, i though it was a let down.

The booklist

Lykke Li - Unchained Melody

fast forward to 0.36 for the beautiful Lykke Li's version

There used to be a time where i would spend more hours reading than sleeping and i miss that magical sleep depriving time of my life.
A few weeks ago i decided to stop borrowing my little sisters library pass and get my own.

It cost me €26 and even with the €10 discount it's a pricey piece of plastic but worth it. It means less hassle for me and my little sister who i think needs to be reading more.
I brought home the following books

Vile Bodies (Evelyn Waugh)
The tales of Beedle the Bard (J.K. Rowling)
Franny and Zooey (J.D. Salinger)
Bad Girl (Justine Lévy)
Life on the Refrigerator (Alice Kuipers)


Only 4 days, if it comes after the weekend, 7 days till payday and i already know what i'm going to buy AFTER paying my bills.
I've been wanting a journal to write down all the books i've read.
Even more after i forgot the title and author of a book and it took me a few years to remember (The temple of the golden pavilion by Yukio Mishima) so a Moleskine book journal will be a very useful thing for me to have.



This will be the list of books i hope to be writing down in my brand new book journal.

Hello again

The Weeknd - Initiation






A late saturday night or an early sunday morning post, call it what you like because it's almost time to say bye to this weekend again.
How fast time can fly while your doing things.
Even when you're aren't doing anything your doing something and in my opinion time seems to go faster when your doing nothing!

I got a test for you.
You said you where my heart…but baby you can have it all,
there’s just something that I need from you.

'Initiation' is the new song off of the new The Weeknd mixtape 'Echoes of Silence…'
After the release of The Weeknd second EP 'Thursday' i thought i heard enough and that 'House of Balloons' was the only The Weeknd EP that could impress me.
The tracks from 'Thursday'sounded all the same to me, but this 'Initiation'is one beast of a song
I can't wait to hear the rest of the mixtape!




images taken from tumblr